Can you feel it too?

I think that possibly, maybe...
Yes there's a chance.

The weather is extremely beautiful lately. I love the chilly air and the trees changing colors. I see that there's so much to enjoy in this world, and I just want to take it all in at once. It's really refreshing to be able to breathe just enjoy all this. A lot of people, including myself, take much of it for granted, maybe a change is on the horizon.

Doomed to failure.

I always feel like I'm doing something wrong. Even when I think I'm doing the right thing. I feel like such a disappointment. No matter how things happen I always end up being a disappointment. What is wrong with me? I'm ungrateful. I'm selfish. I'm irresponsible. No matter how much I tell myself I'm going to change my ways, I always end up with one of those three things as a result. God, help me.

I want to make you proud.