I always feel like I'm doing something wrong. Even when I think I'm doing the right thing. I feel like such a disappointment. No matter how things happen I always end up being a disappointment. What is wrong with me? I'm ungrateful. I'm selfish. I'm irresponsible. No matter how much I tell myself I'm going to change my ways, I always end up with one of those three things as a result. God, help me.
I want to make you proud.
